Friday, February 22, 2013

Pregnancy and Diebeties.

I wanted to write a few posts about my experience with diabetes while being pregnant.

It has been one of the toughest journeys I have ever had to make.  Only becuase this isn't all about me. In the past anything I had to deal with has had the biggest impact on me. But being pregnant with diabetes is no longer just about me its about my baby.  His survival, his health and his well being.  I cant begin to describe the guilt, anger and desperation I have felt over the past 7 months and raw need to have my child survive my broken body!  The road that lead to diabetes has been a long and complex one, although technically its hereditary in my family the choices I have made have led to this sickness. Those choices, although most made in ignorance, depression, and desperation have now impacted the health of my son and I. To have my past still effecting my future this way is devastating.

How exactly has it impacted my unborn son and I?

Excerpt from: Babycenter.com
 When you're pregnant, hormonal changes can make your cells less responsive to insulin.  If your blood sugar levels are too high, too much glucose will end up in your baby's blood. When that happens, your baby's pancreas needs to produce more insulin to process the extra glucose.Your baby may also be at higher risk for breathing problems at birth, particularly if your blood sugar levels aren't well controlled or you deliver early (the lungs of babies whose mothers have diabetes tend to mature a bit later). The risk of newborn jaundice is increased, too. If your blood sugar control is especially poor, your baby is at risk for polycythemia (an increase in the number of red cells in the blood) and hypocalcemia (low calcium in the blood), and your baby's heart function could be affected as well.  Some studies have found a link between severe gestational diabetes and an increased risk of stillbirth in the last two months of pregnancy. And, finally, women with gestational diabetes are at increased risk for developing preeclampsia,

I take insulin 4 times a day, once before each  meal and again before bed. I then take my blood sugar readings an hour after I eat breakfast, lunch and dinner.  That means I have had to learn to inject myself with a needled and carry my insulin, my needles and my blood sugar monitor with me at all times. I also carry glucose tablets in case I get low blood sugers.  I only have to do this while I am pregnant as pregnancy makes my diabetes worse and the bigger my baby and placenta get the worse my diabetes gets. So every day I record my numbers and at the end of the week I report them to a team of specialists who will then tell me how much insulin to take.

Below is a response to a question asked by a Diabetic Mum regarding early delivery and complications.
The essential thing here is that your diabetes has been very well controlled, which means that the potential risks that diabetes brings to pregnancy are minimised for both you and your baby.
We know that diabetes usually becomes more severe during pregnancy because there is an increased resistance to the action of insulin.
This means your insulin dose almost certainly has needed to be increased to keep your blood sugar under control.
In the last trimester, problems with high blood pressure, protein in the urine and fluid retention (pre-eclampsia) used to happen three times as often in mums-to-be who had diabetes.
You were also more likely to have more fluid around your baby (hydramnios). Until medical treatment improved, there was a significantly increased risk to the baby both in the womb and immediately after delivery.
We know the risks of all these things increase after 36-38 weeks, but before 36-weeks the baby is still undergoing essential development within the womb.
For this reason, obstetricians generally agree that the delivery should happen at about 38-weeks to minimise all risks and ensure the best possible result.
Your treatment to date will have made sure that your blood sugar is well controlled through watching what you eat and through insulin dosage adjustment.
You have probably been seeing a specialist diabetologist as well as your obstetrician, and having weekly appointments since you were 28-weeks pregnant to achieve these things.
You should be induced a couple of weeks early, although the size of your baby will need to be carefully assessed because some babies born to mothers with diabetes are larger than others.
The obstetrician will want to know that there is room for your baby to come through your birth canal, because otherwise a Caesarean section may be necessary.
For further information contact Diabetes UK.
Yours sincerely
The NetDoctor Medical Team



Monday, January 7, 2013

Baby Stuff



As you can imagine I have nothing much else on my mind but baby.  I have a pregnancy journal I have been filling out. It has something to write for every week. It asks you questions and prompts you. I love it.



Here is my week 20 entry with pictures from the gender reveal.




It asks for pictures of nursery ideas



And a style board for maternity wear

Here are some of the onesies I have brought for Noah.


These where a gift from Sarah


I can feel Noah every day now. He is active mostly in the evenings when I am at rest. I love feeling him, it is so reassuring to know he is moving around. If he has a quiet day I get a little worried.  Feeling him being so active has really made him real to me and I dream about him being here/ Holding him and how that feels. I am now thinking more about practical things. Teaching him, being a good example, feeding him, limitations I will put in place. etc.

I have my next OBGYN appointment in a week. Hopfully we will get to see his face and get a good picture of him. Last time he was stubborn, way to comfortable and was facing my back. He wouldnt budge.  We need a face picture to rule out any birth defects, like a cleft palate or a cleft lip. Again all the risks with having a baby over 30 and diabetic.   Im just starting to be mostly happy instead of constantly worried about him. Let hope all is well.

We have heart appointment for him on Thursday this week.  There are still risks we have to rule out. One is that he may have heart issues so its something the doctors want to check now he is bigger. 

more baby stuff to come
 XX

Pics of Gender Reveal























Wednesday, December 26, 2012

Friday, December 21, 2012

Gender reveal party

Some friend had suggested that we have a gender reveal to find out the sex of our baby. I had seen it on Pinterest done several different ways. A big box with pink or blue balloons in it, going to a store picking out a girl and boy outfit and getting the clerk to wrap which ever One matched what was written In the envelope they gave her and they then opened the package with friends and family.

Aaron and I decided it would be fun so we decided to get a cake made and the butter cream coconut filling inside the cake be dyed the color of the baby's sex.

We had our Obgyn appointment on Monday 17th . Aaron's mum, dad, grandma, sister and brother came. They all wanted to know ahead of time the sex of the baby and they would be able to phone the final details of the cake through to the baker.

We all piled into the ultra sound room. Unfortunately the baby was facing my back and not budging. So we didn't get to see his face, but the Dr was able to get all his measurement and he is healthy and growing right on target. That was the best news.



Half way through the hour long scan because baby was being so stubborn and it took so long to get the measurements. The Doc tried everything, jiggled my tummy and got me to lay on my side but baby Noah was comfy and wouldn't move already taking after his father lol. Anyway half way through Aaron turns to the Dr and asks, "do you know the gender yet?" She nods. I gasp! I have been watching the screen the whole time and saw nothing! Aaron gives a knowing smile, I didn't pick up on this right then. It was later in the car it suddenly hit me, the timing of his question! He knew and had seen something I had not!

We had dinner with Myra and jeff that night. They had both found out before us and did a great job in not giving anything away. However when we left I said to Aaron I got a vibe that it was boy from them. It was not anything they had said but more what they hadn't said. Aaron agreed he thought it was a boy too. But he said it with a little too much conviction. Then it hit me, he knew something!
I bugged him to tell me what he had seen. He finally caved and told me he had seen the baby's junk on screen and so was convinced it was a boy.

I knew he was right. If I'm honest I was a little disappointed. I'm the oldest of 6 girls and I had only ever seen myself as a mother to a girl. Aaron reassured me he could be wrong, we still had to cut the cake and find out for sure.








Can you see the color of the filling on the knife ? Yep it's blue. Again I was a little sad at first but now I'm just really excited to meet my son, Noah Benjamin Dinsdale and more than anything want him here with me.

We had a great turn out of about 50 people. We held the reveal in my favorite coffee shop on main st placerville. Called Zia's.

I hope to receive a video and more pictures of the evening so watch this space.

My sisters Harriette and Madeleine were able to join us from London via face time. Tiffy too from KY. That made it so special.

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Wednesday, November 14, 2012

Pregnancy Annoucment Photos







Photos  by CMN Photography

Monday, November 5, 2012

Obgyn appointment






I had my first Obgyn appointment at Sutter Memorial hospital. I really like my Dr, Dr Gilbert. He was honest and supportive about my risks and options.
We got to hear the heartbeat which was 152 beats a minute, good healthy and strong. The ultrasound tech was very good, she spent some time getting measurements and then jiggling my tummy with the ultra sound wand to make the baby move so she could get another angle. The baby gave us quite a show and kicked its legs and moved its arms like it was waving at us. Tiffy and jeff were in the room too and we all simultaneously oooed and ahhhrd. It was the coolest thing I had ever seen and finally seeing my baby so active brought me to tears.
Above is the picture of the baby looking at us face on. kinda looks like an alien at this point but that's cause this is mostly a skeletal picture.
So far healthy and strong.